GoodBye Tommy Aria Pradana

Sore ini, lagi – lagi aku dibuat frustasi. Kali ini datang dari orang yang aku cinta, Tommy Aria Pradana. Entah tadi aku bicara sama dia baik – baik, ngobrol baik – baik. Tiba – tiba dia ngirim kayak gini ke WA

Who wants to be not loved ? Who wants to be leaved? Your feelings toward me are wonderful, anybody will say so and i glad about it. Once, yes, i had different feelings toward you, but i feel guilty to even have it, it is seems impure, it feels wrong. Sorry but i can’t say love to you. Not because you didn’t fit me or because you do something wrong, but there is somebody else already in my heart long ago before you and i had told you before but you seems ignore it or didn’t understand.I can’t and mustn’t betray the deepest part of my heart that I’ve kept and preserved for so long. So, sorry and goodbye, as I’m going somewhere else. Be a good girl, don’t always caught by sadness, fight it and have a nice days

Wow~ tak habis pikir aku. Dia mengucapkan selamat tinggal secepat itu. Aku tidak tau harus bilang apa. Mungkin dia mau bilang kayak gitu dari dulu. Tapi dia gag enak sama aku. Dia pasti juga udah gag mau urusan dan berhubungan sama aku lagi.

Sebenarnya aku shock dan emosi. Tiba – tiba kok jadi gini. Aku mau nangis tapi gag bisa. Mungkin saking sakitnya kali ya…

Jalan terbaik adalah menghapusnya secara perlahan – lahan.
Karena saat ini pasti, aku masih mencintainya. Dan keras kepala kalau kenyataan ini bohong. Tapi besok aku mungkin sudah mulai menerima ini yang sudah jadi jalan terbaik.

Untuk saat ini, aku belum mau move on sampai cintaku habis padanya.

So, Goodbye Tommy Aria Pradana. Good luck for you and for you’re future.

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